Room 101

So my fear is Midgets, and in my room 101 it would be full of them, I have no idea why but little people like that scare me, I don't want to get too into it because I don't want my child to come out like that or nothing. I also don't want to say something to offend anyone, but that's my fear.

Snow Angel

This picture reminds me of so many things, when i was little. The main one was when I used to stay with my grandparents in Ohio, now I was born there but moved to Detroit a year after I was born. Since my birthday is four days before Christmas my cousin Antyon, my grandpa, and I made it a thing just between us three, we would get in the snow on the morning of my birthday and make angels. I loved to do that so my cousin would always say we should do it everyday til Christmas. I remembered those days, when I was young my grandpa and my cousin was my best friends sometimes the only people I would talk to in my family, my other cousins didn't like me and I didn't like them they were always mad because I wouldn't talk to them. If they were mean to me I would tell my papa and they would get in trouble, but when he wasn't around they would do stuff to make me mad. So he tought me to stick out my tounge at the time I was only like three. A little after I turned four me and my mom moved to San Antonio and so did my aunt and her kids which included Antyon. Moving there was a big change and I was always bored, my cousin was really old almost in high school at the time so he really didn't have time for me, but every night he would call me before I went to bed to tell me goodnight. After a while I couldn't go to sleep without talking to him. Now my papa is old and we can't do the things we used to but everyother year for Christmas I go see him, and we started something new, we started to eat oranges. He peels them but he never forgets to take all the white stuff off, then we eat them. On the other hand my cousin is in jail for being at the wrong place at the wrong time, he's been there since I was ten and prolly wont be out til im 20, but the memories are still there, I always write him and keep him informed on whats going on. I miss the old day and now im about to graduate, im not ready to grow up, if I could make a wish it would be to do those things one last time.

Thanksgiving

We eat a lot...
Turkey
Dressing
Sweet Potato
Ham
Green Beans
Black Eye Peas
Macaroni
Baked Beans
Ribs
There's more...

I love the break because I get to go out of town, spend time with family and friends that I haven't seen in a while. I also love the break because I get a break from school and everyday life. I get to eat which I love to do, plus it means I'm getting closer to my birthday YEH! This year it means more because its closer to graduation, my 18 birthday, and also the last Thanksgiving i will be living in my moms house. I'm just happy I've made it this far.

My Parachute Packer

I don't know if i have six people but let me try to name them.
GOD
Yevette Edmond
Stephen Edmond
Sharon Watts
My Haters
Well i can't think of anybody else, but the ones that inspire me the most to go in with life is My Haters, they make everything so much better. I never stop trying because giving up is what they won't to see me do.

Halloween

I don't know I think that its stupid that no one else can dress up because of one kid who wanted to be stupid. I understand the reasons for why the school would stop anyone from dressing up, that kid could have had a weapon or something. If kids see them not doing nothing to him about it then they would try to get away with anything. I don't see why people are making it a big deal because even if the school took no actions everybody would have been mad about that too. So oh well he got what he deserved and as for everyone else I think they should still dress up.


I love Halloween because of the candy, and the candy, and the candy, and the candy, and the candy, and the candy, and the candy, and the candy, and the candy, oh also because its the one day a girl can dress how she wants and nobody can say anything.

Coach Rhodes

I have never really been around him. I wasn't here my freshman year, so I can't really blog on this one.

My Story

I'm not too good with making up stories, I can say that I do dream alot I just never remember them. Hope that's not bad.

BiRTHDAyS

Umm I love birthdays. Mines haven't always been that great. To me mines are all just another day which sucks. When I lived in San Antonio I always did something for my birthday, but since we moved here it hasn't been all that great. For my 16th birthday I had a party but it was the worst party ever, the whole time I didnt even want to be there. For my 17th birthday I sat at home and cryed all that day so that sucked. Now my bigg ONE EIGHT is coming up and im not even all that excited. I want to go and have a bunch of fun, but this year I dont hang with anybody thats really old enough to go out to a club. Besides my friend boy but we arent on good terms right now and by then we prolly wont even be cool I dont know life suck for me right now. Im really just looking foward to graduating.

HAPPy FRiDAyS

I really don't care too much for Friday's its just another day of the week seeing as how i don't do nothing on the weekends but work and sit at home. I used to love Friday's cause that ment it was time to party, but now i live in Childress and things like that just don't happen. (lol) Sometimes i be real excited for the weekend but that only when i know somethings coming up. Now give me a holiday break like Winter, Summer, Thanksgiving, or Spring Break. then i can give you a billion reasons. I guess since i have to come up with 10 reasons, I'm about to start thinking real hard... 1. because i don't have school for 2 days after. 2. I get to sleep in. 3. I stay out all night(even longer then when its the weekday) 4. I can go out to a party if i choose. 5. I can have a whole day to just relax. 6. If i go out of town i don't have to rush home. 7. I get a break from the people who get on my nurves here. 8..... i can't think of any more.

My Future

In the future i plan to be a psychologist, but also have a degree in massage therapy. I plan on having three kids, and two dogs. I don't too much know were i want to live but i do know that i want a two story house , with high ceilings, a big kitchen, berber carpet, and a two car garage. All my kids will be at least 2 years apart. As my career i want to be in the police force but i want to be the psychologist, the person who finds out why someone is doing the things they do, or what caused a person to kill someone, if that person has mental issues or not. I want to have three cars, a family car as in a Tahoe or something a little bigger; i also want a car for my husband, who ever he is and what ever he wants; then for me i want a Charger but i'm sure my mind will change by then. As far as the guy i want to marry right now i want to be with the person i'm talking to now but i'm sure that will change. I do want a guy whos going to be around, someone who wants to have fun but knows how to be serious, someone who going to take care of his family no matter what. He's going to have to have a good job, he has to be real down to earth, if he can make me laugh then we'll be good. The person i talk to now is really sweet and he has alot of qualities that i want in the guy i choose to spend the rest of my life with, the only thing is that when things gets real hard he wants to give up and i know i'm like that too but i gotta have someone whos gonna be strong for our family and i think if things did work between us in the long run then he would grow to be that person i been looking for. I want my family to attend a church were everybody knows eachother and were they have alot of things for kids, like the church i went when i was young. I do want to be a little like my mom and step dad because they are really strong but it took alot for them to get to that point. I will not live in a small town like they chose to do, to me the city is much better for kids. When my kids get old enough i want our family to take a trip to Jamaica, and many other places. I want my kids to have alot of thing i didn't and they many not be many but still i want to have a better time growning up then me and the man i marry.

Though Thick &nd Thin

I don't have much to say about the bonfire, because there's not much anyone can do to change it. But i do feel for Justin's family. Only 4 years ago my family was going through something similar just a little bit more critical. My cousin was paralyzed from the neck down in his play off game in Austin. My 8th grade year everyone was a wreck he went from hospital to hospital till finally they put him in the Ronald McDonald home and he slow got better. When he finally came home we had a lot of hope for him. For so long he did great, he got homecoming king, he was always happy and smiling. My freshman year he was a coach at our high school, he was MVP even not being on the team. I think he had a pretty good life, he may not have gotten to do everything he wanted but he did more then most. Now he is in a better place, this year i was in a car accident around April i think and the same day of my wreck he passed. He got sick and couldn't take it so the good Lord took him in his hands. Justin everything is going to be ok just be strong and you'll get through it. My cousin was born a preme and he close to not making it then but he was really strong, I know that you are too. No you might not play football anymore but you'll be healthy so just know that you are in everyone's prayers and we'll be waiting on you when you come back. And dont ever think theres something you can't do.

001 School

This week has been okay. I love the fact that i get out at 12...
Nothing is better then that, but as far as my classes i think its going to be a good year. I have seen a lot of new teachers and students. Haven't really met any new people but i have seen them around. Well i don't have much to say about anything else...