HAPPy FRiDAyS

I really don't care too much for Friday's its just another day of the week seeing as how i don't do nothing on the weekends but work and sit at home. I used to love Friday's cause that ment it was time to party, but now i live in Childress and things like that just don't happen. (lol) Sometimes i be real excited for the weekend but that only when i know somethings coming up. Now give me a holiday break like Winter, Summer, Thanksgiving, or Spring Break. then i can give you a billion reasons. I guess since i have to come up with 10 reasons, I'm about to start thinking real hard... 1. because i don't have school for 2 days after. 2. I get to sleep in. 3. I stay out all night(even longer then when its the weekday) 4. I can go out to a party if i choose. 5. I can have a whole day to just relax. 6. If i go out of town i don't have to rush home. 7. I get a break from the people who get on my nurves here. 8..... i can't think of any more.

My Future

In the future i plan to be a psychologist, but also have a degree in massage therapy. I plan on having three kids, and two dogs. I don't too much know were i want to live but i do know that i want a two story house , with high ceilings, a big kitchen, berber carpet, and a two car garage. All my kids will be at least 2 years apart. As my career i want to be in the police force but i want to be the psychologist, the person who finds out why someone is doing the things they do, or what caused a person to kill someone, if that person has mental issues or not. I want to have three cars, a family car as in a Tahoe or something a little bigger; i also want a car for my husband, who ever he is and what ever he wants; then for me i want a Charger but i'm sure my mind will change by then. As far as the guy i want to marry right now i want to be with the person i'm talking to now but i'm sure that will change. I do want a guy whos going to be around, someone who wants to have fun but knows how to be serious, someone who going to take care of his family no matter what. He's going to have to have a good job, he has to be real down to earth, if he can make me laugh then we'll be good. The person i talk to now is really sweet and he has alot of qualities that i want in the guy i choose to spend the rest of my life with, the only thing is that when things gets real hard he wants to give up and i know i'm like that too but i gotta have someone whos gonna be strong for our family and i think if things did work between us in the long run then he would grow to be that person i been looking for. I want my family to attend a church were everybody knows eachother and were they have alot of things for kids, like the church i went when i was young. I do want to be a little like my mom and step dad because they are really strong but it took alot for them to get to that point. I will not live in a small town like they chose to do, to me the city is much better for kids. When my kids get old enough i want our family to take a trip to Jamaica, and many other places. I want my kids to have alot of thing i didn't and they many not be many but still i want to have a better time growning up then me and the man i marry.

Though Thick &nd Thin

I don't have much to say about the bonfire, because there's not much anyone can do to change it. But i do feel for Justin's family. Only 4 years ago my family was going through something similar just a little bit more critical. My cousin was paralyzed from the neck down in his play off game in Austin. My 8th grade year everyone was a wreck he went from hospital to hospital till finally they put him in the Ronald McDonald home and he slow got better. When he finally came home we had a lot of hope for him. For so long he did great, he got homecoming king, he was always happy and smiling. My freshman year he was a coach at our high school, he was MVP even not being on the team. I think he had a pretty good life, he may not have gotten to do everything he wanted but he did more then most. Now he is in a better place, this year i was in a car accident around April i think and the same day of my wreck he passed. He got sick and couldn't take it so the good Lord took him in his hands. Justin everything is going to be ok just be strong and you'll get through it. My cousin was born a preme and he close to not making it then but he was really strong, I know that you are too. No you might not play football anymore but you'll be healthy so just know that you are in everyone's prayers and we'll be waiting on you when you come back. And dont ever think theres something you can't do.